I came here to make you dance tonight

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hey hey you you - I got a new HAIRCUT
( upgrade / downgrade )

Dior Bag, Material, with the Dior logo running through the material
£10
( under here )

Urgh - WHY is the world crying out for teachers yet I am getting rejected for every course I apply for?
some without even a reason or interview! Is it my age? my degree is good enough...
Ho Hum ANYWAY temp sales job interview tomorrow, URGH I want it but don't all at the same time
Come up with plan II to take basic teacher qual, get job for year doing w/e and start the process all over again
and in other news MATHS exam on wednesday EeeePPPpp

( the day parklife became a popscene )

OOOOOooo another post?
I am ready to stick my toe back in the dating pool!

WOW i haven't updated in AGES (not that anyone reads...)
i am at one of those times in life where nothing has happened and everything has happened all at the same time!
since leaving community publications i have been working in social services admin department, its not too bad, i have done it before, everyone is nice enough, i just keep my head down and get on with it!
i didn't get a place at camp due to the economic crisis blah blah blah ahhhhh well...
BUT this summer is shaping up to be pretty lush, leeds festival and lots of fun with friends.
right now i am feeling pretty positive about my future and looking forward to the next phase of me :)

SO here are a few things.
1. I no longer remember the street where I lived with a certain person
2. I cry for America not Argentina
3. I need to diet yet, according to most diet plans I need to lose 4lb, which would take me down to what is considered to be the lowest healthy weight range for my height
4. apparently I seem to be awkward to buy for SO I like -
disney couture
glamour kills
supra hi tops
cobra starship
cool print tee shirts from topshop / topman / new look
domo
mark ronson
cobra starship
perfume
fake designer goods
the big bang theory
sugar rush
skins
5. I quite like being old
6. Edward has arrived and it WAS SOOOOOOOO GOOD

going the norsemans pub, you coming?

I SAW A GUY!!! And yeah I am going to have a little spazz its been a long time since I have been attracted to ANYONE guy or girl. But then BOOM right in the face, six foot something of skinny jeaned, cardigan wearing moustached loveliness.
He caught my eye and I caught his several times, and gained a wink. Possibly he is under the age of 25, possibly his friends are shits, possibly he has a girlfriend, possibly I will never see him again, possibly he was drunk and squinting, possibly nothing could ever happen.
BUT for those few seconds, those precious moments of eye contact and me smiling at him and him smiling back, I felt something move inside, something that hasn't in a while, something that I thought never would again.
The tears were forgotten, the pain unfelt for that moment.
Thanks GUY with a cardigan on truly...

do i forget? nope, am i having too much fun? probably



birthday soooooon woooooooo
halloween on friday wooooooooo x 2
payday tuesday wooooooooo x infinity
there was talk of rice pudding i am going to investigate
OH and bb bear this time no tears like bb shampoo

shut your mouth and get down on the floor!

was brilliant
some of the quotes from the evening
ooo whats occurring?
you know what I think I might go out with a girl next...

SO after a rather lengthy day I woke up this morning aching all over, but very pleased with an incredible day
I like not going out every weekend
as when we do go out we do it in style

I hit the first target today, I brought the book for the first time in months, SO PLEASED

SO after discovering the wonderful com TSUK I have a new place to offload my crap 
as I once said ' one fairy's clothes to go to the charity shop is another fairy's haute couture' 
BUT you have to build up a positive feedback from buying first - 5 is the minimum so I have found myself spending the money that I have made on ebay this weekend selling things to buy things from TSUK so I can eventually sell things on there... 
Watched the remake of halloween BOLLOCKS to that still gave me nightmares for some reason Michael Myers scares the bejeeebus out of me, ALSO FINALLY watched cloverfield - the boy mince told me it was rubbish BAH he is! Its bloody brilliant I have watched it twice in 24 hours! 
A nice weekend all in all really 

 

well not here anyway, so what to put what to put...
I find myself in a new job been there three weeks and I love it
I finally feel content in my life, all my woes and worries seem to have vanished along with anxiety attacks and bad bouts of the dreaded IBS
on a downside though I have developed my first ever cold sore - I thought it was a spot gave it a ickle squeeze and ended up with a huge tingly mess on my upper lip - mmmmmm attractive (lady sanders I now feel your pain)
I am just about to go out and buy myself some nice chocolate brown hair dye to
a - match my extensions
b - cover up that whole red / pink / ginger patchy mess currently perched on top of my head
I have put on some weight, and feel happy about it, my relationship with food has changed -as in I now EAT, it doesn't make me feel ill! still avoiding the red meat though.
The sexuality is now not a confusion but a blank, I certainly need to finally recover from the hurt of james, and hopefully when I do get a new partner it will be chocolates and roses, not eating disorders, abortions and drug addictions. When I get that it doesn't matter who it is with LOVE is LOVE, girl boy cat dog hamster (WTF) you get the point anyway...
RIGHT dressed before I once again get sucked into the Gilmore Girls as I do every weekend

 

are getting done
because I made a list...